today i found out that my cousin has leukemia. she found out last night and now has to spend the next few weeks at Princess Margaret Hospital getting poked and prodded further. they don't know what stage it is, or if they've caught it early, for now she has to dwell on those 3 words "you have cancer". I'm still in shock. i don't really know how to feel. we aren't really close but she is after all family.